let's live like this.

SOMEONE HELP ME :(

Help me get started on my homework…

I feel like I’ve lost all motivation.

Before break arrived I was all in the “OK WINTER BREAK IS CATCH UP AND REVIEW AND GET AHEAD TIME”. I had plans to bring back my game (and my grades which look like mashed potatoes right now) AND study for SAT… but it’s been a week and all I’ve done is the easy work for a few classes.

I’m pathetic. So pathetic.

I don’t understand why I’m like this now- I used to have a great work ethic (hardcore, awesome nerd) and I would finish my work THEN youtube my ass up. Now it’s youtube my ass all the live long day and do homework like never.

IT’S DRIVING ME CRAZY. I just keep whining about my workload BUT FOR SOME STUPID REASON I NEVER GET STARTED.

PLEASE HELP.

Bold what you've done in 2009.

Okay, okay, since it’s Christmas Eve…

1. Dyed your hair an odd color.
2. Went skinny dipping.
3. Bought something you didn’t need.
4. Snuck out of your house.
5. Became obsessed with a song no one knew. [HOHOHO After School…]
6. Learned a song on your phone with your keypad.
7. Knitted something.
8. Ran a mile.
9. Fell in love.
10. Said, “like yeahh” too many times.
11. Lost your closest friends.
12. Got into a fight with someone you loved.
13. Climbed a tree.
14. Did something you said you wouldn’t.
15. Figured out who your real friends were.
16. Graduated High School.
17. Shopped online.
18. Created a tumblr.
19. Got addicted to tumblr.
20. Realized who you truly are.
21. Sang karaoke.
22. Flew across the world.
23. Performed in front of a large audience.
24. Met someone irl you found online.
25. Found a new band you now love.
26. Realized that Kanye West essentially sucked.
27. Got drunk.
28. Got high.
29. Spoke to a police officer.
30. Realized everyone is a hypocrite.
31. Panicked over something stupid.
32. Failed a class.
33. Fell out of love. [In process :(]
34. Played a video game for hours straight.
35. Spent time with your family.
36. Ate dinner alone.
37. Cried in the shower.
38. Gained a new family member.
39. Shot off your own fireworks.
40. Made a snowman.
41. Got yelled at for no reason. 
42. Waved at people you didn’t know in passing cars.
43. Sat on tumblr all day.
44. Changed your entire look.
45. Had sex.
46. Ran outside naked when it was freezing out.
47. Made your own fire.
48. Laughed at something that made no sense.
49. Fell asleep on the phone.
50. Told someone you loved them.